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2008 Chaplain Shawn Johnson
My wife Heidi
"The Chaplain Mobile"
"The Forest"
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Conversion Experience:
I was the black sheep in my family, and during my teen years I went down all the wrong paths. My deepest hurt was when I found that my best friend & my girlfriend had an affair. I hated my life and I did not believe in God. I grew very cold, to the point that I blocked out all my feelings, and became very depressed internalizing everything.
Getting as far away as I could get seemed to be the answer… So I moved to Phoenix Arizona... The cost of living was high there and I had to work multiple jobs and unreasonable hours just to pay the basic bills. From Thursday at 6:00pm until Sunday at 2:00pm I had no scheduled sleep time. I would just sleep on my breaks at work and on the bus going from one job to the next.
One Sunday I got of the bus, and I saw a blind man on the corner getting ready to cross the street. At the intersection of 32nd & Thomas there were four lanes of traffic going in each direction, and cars were zooming by. …All I could think was, “This guy is going to get himself killed”. So I went over and offered to help him. When we got to the other side he thanked me. When I found out that he was going shopping, I offered to help him. Afterwards he bought me a cup of coffee for helping him. We began a very strange friendship. We never exchanged addresses or phone numbers, we would just plan to meet somewhere. We might go shopping or, to a park, or just meet for coffee.
On December 6th 1992 ..I came home one night after work, and opened the door of my apartment. My new roommate greeted me with a strange look on his face. He handed me a gift all wrapped up nicely and said, “There was a blind man here, and he left this for you”. I said, “That must have been Pete, but he doesn't know where I live?” I opened up the gift and it was a bible. I shook my head and said, “A Bible, what do I need a bible for? …I don't even believe in God.” My roommate Jay was a Christian, and he answered my comment with “Hey man, …have some respect! First of all, that's a gift! And Second, …That's God you're talking about”. Trying to keep the peace I just kept quiet and walked into my bedroom. I opened up the card, and read it. “Dear Shawn I really listened to the things you said to me, and about how you were hurt. I think you'll find some understanding in Matthew Chapters 5-7. Please take the time to read it, …Pete”. I don't know if it was out of respect for Pete, or that I didn't have a TV to watch, but I started reading. Everything just started making sense to me. …And everyday I would experience during my day what I had read the night before. I asked Christ into my heart and began to pray regularly. God healed my heart and helped me to feel again. I've grown everyday and have never been the same since.
You know it's funny, I never saw Pete again. But I've come to believe that he was my angel. He didn't have wings or anything, but he was definitely brought me a message from God.
Calling & Direction:
Since I started going to church I have always been drawn to the ministry in some way, shape, or fashion. I have always met people at work or when I was out and about that needed to hear about the love of God. Serving God is the only thing that really gives my life meaning and purpose. I have always felt that anyone going into ministry needed to not only be committed, but be called. Up until now I have not felt that I was spiritually mature enough to take the next step. Now I do feel a calling and God has shown me that I am ready to take the next step. God has shown me that I can do a lot of things, but what I'm really good at is loving people. I feel called to a pastorate...
Intentions with Licensing in the Future:
I have really enjoyed being the 2008 campground Chaplin... In the fall when the camping season is over I hope to continue on in ministry. I would be open to another Chaplaincy, or another full-time position in ministry that the Lord calls me too. But ultimately, I feel called to Pastor a Church. Untill then, what ever I do, ...I want to make my living serving the Lord. But, …that's what I want, …but the Bible says, “a man may make his plans, but the Lord determines his steps”. And that's even better still, because I want to be in His good and perfect will. ...Amen!
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